Welcome To Keiti's New Blog. Yes She Does Talk In Third Person. Yes She Is Irish. She Has Alot To Rant About, And Alot To Be Miserable About, So She Is Going To. She Has It Alot Better Than Some, And Alot Shittier Than Most. If You Don't Like To Read The Rantings Of An Overly Sensitive, Depressive Girl, Then I Give You Warning Now, Piss Off.
So To Start It All Off, Yes Thats Right, I'm Starting With My Boyfriend. He Won't Talk To Me. He's Shy In The First Place But He Used To Hold My Hand And Kiss Me All The Time, And He Hasn't Done That In Ages...And He's Spending All His Time With This Bitch From School. He Doesn't Know I Hate Her And I Don't Want To Tell Him I Hate Her Cause They Are Friends...But At School Sports A Couple Of Weeks Ago I Was Sitting On The JungleGym With Some Friends, And I Saw Them Sitting Alone ToGether And I Had HAd Enough And I Had A Complete Panic Attack. I Fell Off The PlayGround. I Couldn't Breath Properly For Ages And He Didn't Come Over To See Me At All. We Still Text "Good Night" And "I Love You" To Each Other Every Night So I Don't See The Possibility Of Missing A Break-Up...He Avoids Me...He Won't Talk To Me...And I Have No Idea What To Do...Please Don't Say "You Should Just Talk To Him" Cause I've Tried That. He Finds Any Excuse To Get Away. I'm A Pretty Out There Person And He's Really Shy, So I Don't Know If I'm Intimidating Him Cause He Would Never Tell Me. But Whenever I See Him And Her Alone ToGether I Have A Small Panic Attack, I Can't Breath And I Feel Like I Could Die. (In Case You Havn't Picked Up Already, I Have Abandonment Issues. I Have Nightmares About Being Abandoned.) I Treasure My Friends (And Some Of My Family The Rest Really Piss Me Off) And I Talk To A Few Of My Friends About My Problems, Which Is Kind Of A Turn Around For Me Cause Im Generally My Friends Psycologist. EveryThing Is Just To Much, Im Moving Away To The Other Side Of The World On The 19 Of May (I'll Talk About That In A Later Blog), And According To Most Of My Friends I Need To See A Counciler Or A Shrink. Great Fun X1 (The Great Fun Bit Is Sarcasm For You Who Didn't Pick That Up).
RwaR
Caitlin's 10 Commandments.
1. Thou Shalt Look After And Love Thy Friends Always.
2. Thou Shalt Love Music Until The Day Thy Dies.
3. Thou Shalt Moan And Whinge When Rap Or RnB Music Is Played.
4. Thou Shalt Uphold Laws Of Good Style And Shun Those Who Choosibly Dress Horrid-Like.
5. Thou Shalt Listen And Be Supportive Of Friends No Matter What The Case.
6. Thou Shalt Try And Trust People To The Extent Of Thy Capabilities Or As Much As They Deserve.
7. Thou Shalt Be Kind And Polite Around Friends Pearents And Occasionally Around Authoritive Figures.
8. Thou Shalt Scab Things To The Best Of Thy Abilities, But Shalt Not Over Do It.
9. Thou Shalt Piss Off Thy Pearents When Thy Pearents Do Shit To Piss Thou Off, And If They Don't.
10. Thou Shalt Do Stuff Just Because Thy Can.
